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Tuesday, November 2, 2010

The One about Life not being so great

UGH!!!!

That pretty much sums up what I am feeling right now. I'm so tired of the drama and the stress in my life. Mostly having to do with work. Which totally sucks because I used to just LOVE my job. I most definitely can not say that anymore.  My job for the past 6 months or so has been full of stress and drama and it carries back to my home life.

Not saying that my home life is bad, just stressful. I only work 4 hours in the morning. That's it, 4 hours. You wouldn't think that life would be so difficult. BUT, it is. In those 4 hours you would be amazed at how much crap and drama there can be. Its never ending and I am so fed up. As soon as I think things are getting better another bomb drops and I'm right back to worrying and stressing and its not fun.

TIRED

That, I guess, would be the best way to explain it. After those ridiculously horrible 4 hours all I want to do is go home and be with my family but work follows me home. Its freaking consuming my existence. I don't know what the heck I'm gonna do. I don't want to quit because I sort of need my job but I don't know how much longer I can deal with the crap!

I wish I knew how to control my feelings and just not let stuff get to me. I haven't figured it out.
Sorry for the rant. I just needed to get it out and I do feel better.

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