Going through pictures of my Matty when he was born. I sit here and the more pictures I look at the more excited I am getting to hold my new baby. January can NOT come fast enough. I hate the waiting game. Ask anyone who knows me at all. I have zero patience. Being pregnant is a real task for me. Why does pregnancy have to be so hard? Can't I just fast forward, skip that part, and have my baby now? Please?
Wishful thinking right?
Anyway, Matty will be two in 11 days. TWO!! I can't get over it. He definitely acts like a two year old but I just can't believe how fast it's gone by. I must be doing something right though because every person who is around him for more than 10 minutes always compliments on how well behaved he is. Without fail. I love it because it is reassurance that my parenting is good. I am proud :)
I also can't believe I'm going to have two children. For whatever reason growing up I never saw myself with children. Always wanted them but just could never picture it. I was terrified when I found out I was pregnant with Matthew. What if I am a terrible parent? You know the usual self doubt. So now I will have two. It will be an adventure that's for sure.
I can't wait to find out if Matty will have a little brother or sister. :) A couple more months.
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| Sweet baby Matthew :) |
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