Having one of "those" days...

I've been here in AZ for just over a week. I've had many meltdowns (usually just around my mom) over missing my hubby. I never thought it would be this hard to be away from him. I figured I'd be okay because I would surround myself with my family and friends....
Well I fail.
My mom has to work so I can't always be with her (even though she is who I want to be around the most) and my brother is always sleeping....
as for the rest of my family? They apparently don't even care that I am in town. Haven't seen one of them or heard from one of them since I've been here. (with the exception of kinsey seeing that she is in college and can't be here)
Same with my so called friends. The only friend who seems to care that I am here is Shawna, who by the way lives in South Carolina but is coming to visit her family here in AZ. She has been asking me when we can get together and actually wants to see me.
Seriously, DON'T call yourself a good friend if you never go out of your way to be a friend to someone. Just saying...

Today's meltdown:
Mom is working so I can't be with her.
Brother has been asleep ALL day. It's 3:35 PM people!
Missing hubby tremendously.
Back is KILLING me.

I just want my hubby.
Simple as that.

Poor Matty has been watching me cry all day and bringing me all the things that comfort him trying to make me feel better.  Blankeys, toy story toys, and cars. He keeps bringing tissues and wiping tears from my face. Seriously the sweetest thing ever but he's 2 and he shouldn't be wiping my tears.
I bet I would feel 10 times better if my back didn't hurt so badly but I have no one to make it better and I can't reach.
This month can't go by fast enough.