Time is a thief I would Rob.

January has been a pretty busy month for us.

We celebrated Kourtney's 2nd birthday on the 3rd. I can't believe my baby is two. She growing up so fast. Both of my kids are.

It dawned on me last week when I registered Matthew for Kindergarten that my kids are growing up in a flash.

I mean KINDERGARTEN!
It seems like just yesterday I was holding my sweet baby boy and now he's hitting that last milestone until what? Junior High? It's crazy!

Berto and I got a rare chance to go to a Sun's game this month. We got SO lucky and bought tickets from one of Berto's co-workers for SUPER cheap and were able to sit in the lower level seats! We were so close to the court it was unbelievable!
AMAZING! I can only dream that we'll be able to do that again because after that, sitting in the nosebleed seats just won't do it for me.

I took Matthew to see the movie Frozen. Such an adorable movie. Seriously my new favorite Disney movie. I can NOT wait for it to come out.

The family is alive. It's been a rough month. I was hoping for a better start to 2014 but that is unfortunately not the case. Lots of upsetting situations.

Kids are good. They are as happy as can be. Matty did have a mishap.... He FELL down the stairs!! We have lived here for almost a year and he suddenly falls down the stairs? I didn't see it happen, Berto did, and he said he tripped on his shoe and tumbled forward and wait on his back head first from about the middle of the stairs all the way to the bottom. (All of this happened as they were leaving to take Matty to school)
Luckily he's a trooper. He cried a little, mostly out of fear I think. But he still wanted to go to school and do his normal thing. I asked his teacher if he complained at all and she told me he was perfectly normal. I didn't notice until later in the day he has a 4-5 inch rug burn line right down his spine and a nice half dollar size bruise just to the left of his right hip on his back. Bathing him he realized that his back is sore. I feel so bad for him and I know Berto felt terrible. But its part of life I guess. He is my accident prone child. Already had a surgery, ear tubes, stitches in his forehead, a broken foot, and now his back.
People are gonna start thinking we are terrible parents!
Matty is working really hard on his numbers in school and learning to write his name. He's getting better and better. I made number flash cards to work with him at home but its been a challenge. He gets frustrated with me and I get frustrated with him. We're getting there though.

Kourtney is growing so fast. She is starting to talk more and more. She says
Stop that
I did it!
bath
bed
kitty
Indi (our cat)
meow!! (thats my favorite)
be ba pop (lollipop)
McDonalds (this is terrible, i know)
walk
shoes
socks
bup (cup)
drink
please
thank you

Minnie Mouse

and so many more but my brain isn't working that great at the moment.
She knows how to put her shoes on and even on the right feet most the time.
She is so smart. She has realized that she can take any box, dump it out, turn it over, and use it to reach whatever she wants. This is a blessing and a curse all at the same time.

Life it pretty hectic right now. VERY stressful. My days are filled with anxiety and sometimes panic attacks over everyday normal things but I am just so sensitive right now. The smallest thing sets me off. I feel bad for everyone who has to be around me.
Not only do I have anxiety which I have Xanax for, I am also being treated by my GI doctor for digestive problems. So I have lots of tummy aches. Medications I am taking cause headaches so I almost always have a headache as well. And my insomnia is back. I don't sleep and when I do its never constant. Either bad dreams or restlessness keep me from getting a peaceful night of sleep.
The list can go on and on. I am a basket case and I am losing my mind.

I'm trying to stay positive and just enjoy the time I have at home with my babies. (Even though they drive me crazy 99% of the time.

I just want my babies to stay little and with me. I know Matthew is going to love Kindergarten next year but he also will be gone all day! It's a double edged sword for me. On one hand I look forward to the break I will have during the day but it also means he'll be gone all day. Going from having him all day to not is going to be a weird transition for me. He'll probably be kicking me out the door when he starts. He's so independent. Just like I was.

I'm losing time with my kids being kids. I'm going to blink and the next thing I know their going to be grown and gone.

Like the title of the post says, Time is a thief I would rob.

Until next time.