This was a really really hard month for me in particular.
My sweet Indi passed away very suddenly.
She was fine and then when I went to bed I was looking for her and found her under my bed but when I called out to her she didn't perk up like she always did. I touched her foot and she was solid. I told Berto I think something is wrong with her. He came over and pulled her out from under the bed and it was a very surreal sad moment. I watched him try to wake her up and it was just too late. She was gone.
I'm still in shock and it's been almost 2 months. I can't seem to get over it. I always said that when Indi went I would go right out and get another cat but I can't do it. A part of me is traumatized from finding her like that. I am still in shock. How could she just die like that? No warning.
I know there is probably never a warning but she was FINE the day before and she slept with me and we were playing with her and then the next day she's dead.
We went into panic mode because it was 11 at night and we didn't know what to do with her. We couldn't just throw her away like a piece of trash.
So we called around and Berto found a place that would cremate her for a reasonable price. The worst part was having to wrap her up in two trash bags so Berto could take her to the clinic.
HEART BREAKING.
I miss her everyday and I miss the unconditional love of my sweet Indi. She was so loved.
November SUCKED.
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| Indi 5/26/08-11/17/15 |
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