It's..... WEIRD!
Not only is it extremely stressful having to hope your alarm clock goes off an hour earlier than its use to, our days are so. stinking. long!!
It's been almost a week since the time change. I'm getting use to it other than at night when I think its like 8pm and then I look at the clock and ha its 5!!
I really like it on Berto's days off because it feels like we have more time with him :)
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Sorry for the lack of interesting blog posts. I have no life. I am a lazy, big, tired, pregnant mess. Yep that pretty much sums it up.
I am 30 weeks and 1 day. So, 9 weeks, 6 days to go (hopefully a little sooner.)
All I ask is that little baby girl stays in until AT LEAST January 1. After that she can come as soon as she wants. (Berto has no time off until the 1st of the year and I really don't want a December baby. Christmas and Birthday in the same month always gets combined and I have NEVER liked that.)
I may or may not have had a couple of pregnancy meltdowns in the last 2 weeks. Poor Berto, I feel bad that he has to deal with me.
A little less than 2 weeks until Thanksgiving and about 3 and a half until I leave for AZ to finish out this pregnancy.
Oh and for those of you who think I'm dumb or crazy for returning to AZ to have a baby....
I DON'T CARE what you think.
You are not the pregnant one.
You don't know what I am going through or how I feel.
You don't get to decide whats best for me and the baby.
You really don't matter in this decision.
Sorry for the rant but I am so sick of the reactions and looks I get from people when they find out I am going back to AZ to have my baby. I am comfortable in AZ. I grew up there, I know the healthcare system there, I LOVE my OB, and I LOVE the hospital I am delivering at. END of story. So I just don't really care what people think. You go through what I've been through and then tell me how easy and comforting it is to find an OB you like and a hospital you like it a span of 3 months in a new state. No thank you.
As much as I love it here in Cali, I am not loving the stares I get from people like they have never seen a pregnant woman before. In AZ, you go to the store other women smile at you and ask, when are you due? What are you having? You know those types of questions. Here, in Cali, you go anywhere and EVERYONE looks at you like you have a disease and they've never seen it before. I hate it. I have started giving the stink eye back to some people. Ask Berto, he sees the stares I get. Its terrible. My favorite was a couple weeks ago, we were at a mall just walking around and this lady, who clearly is NOT pregnant but extremely overweight, looks at me up and down and judges me like she's trying to tell if I am pregnant or if having a basketball shaped stomach is the "new thing." I CLEARLY look pregnant. I feel like a whale and like I'm fat but I know that I look pregnant and not fat. OH or my other favorite? The ladies who are carrying or have a newborn-6month old with them and they stare at me like they have no idea what is wrong with me. Um.... hello? It obviously hasn't been that long since you were in my situation......
People are just plain stupid. I can't wait to just be done and have my baby and feel better about myself.
Like I said before,
I AM NEVER DOINGTHISAGAIN!
2 is my limit.
Anywho, its like 8am and I have been up since 6ish.
I think it makes for an interesting rant but thats about it. Hopefully some of you found my pregnant sorrows entertaining. If not, too bad for you.
Til next time.
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| At least, here's a cute pic of Matty :) |
1 comment:
I feel sorry for you. I told you people in cali are rude and mean. Cant wait till you are here I love the picture of Matty. Miss you guys like crazy Love You!!!
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